Controlling Reality

Controlling Reality

I, song every night sings to her children, drug in your pleasure lie all mornings tell when her lovermust leave,  reason for darknessbutterfly in Plexiglas, vampire’s whisky, rum trader’s water machine made man,  truth in  sermon
gate between charka, Krishna playing with Lego
made for television reality, grim brother’s nightmare,
fangs in  lessons of teaching gods don’t evolve,  tongues of spades that whisper
“as fruit decays are poplars pedantic in exponential multiplication”
Om Mani Padme Hum in Katana
Her hair in my sword,  scapegoat of heresy
Coriolis, bolt, illumination, tenth male of Yule
Kief of tree fires, nigger named Avalokitesvara,
Chenrezig for short
my brothers pray buddah saves them from killing
Save your breath I bring spores of vacuum

I am  flight of stone for shared bounty’s crop
picked from glass dust in jungle of tombs
juice of alley apples, grounded in youth
circling  webs mothers spin in new souls
chanting to Jesus to mortgage her hope
kowtowing in solstice dead rulers measure up and
bring comfort from question to  answers, your father’s just gonereason for cities,  estrus of music, gravity of scent
quantum dynamic that yields
hyper-sucking bastard statistics
bell curved to Nirvana
hope in knowing  fruit from  trees of  knowledge
would be eaten first,  art of good bye, drag chute of lovers
truth that shatters reality’s façade
mirror explaining why him coming is her sought reward
bliss in  questions of  doubting their faith

I am  fear of forgiveness, why quick death is mercy
why poets seek truth why modern artists give birth
why feminists defend collective experience
futures are dormant in lost shoes of left boys
only dreamers can create
tomorrows are
seeds of  imaged nations